1. 28 Apr


    Everything about you. I’m scared of how you look at me, I divert my face I’m scared of how you see me, I stay quiet I’m scared of what you used to be and how superior you must of been. Everything about you scares me,  But one thing that never did was what you say. Every word that passes your mouth,  I’ve called myself a thousand times It has no effect, it never did. Yet your thoughts still penetrate me, eternally, as I think you must too For every word you speak, lies words unsaid It is not those first words which scare me, But the sea of thoughts which came before, So it is not the first, but the last of millions. Now I know there are others Who have as much hatred for me as I. I’m scared of myself. Everything about me scares me, I live with this sea of thoughts, Yet I can’t escape mine, or ignore them As I may yours. Instead, I live with them, Every word out of my mouth is part of a judicial decision. I take my time in answering everything, So I can avoid saying something abominable, hate worthy. I’m told a secret, I’m scared I can’t keep it I take a drink, I’m scared I’ll lose control I get behind the wheel, I’m scared I’ll crash I cut myself, again, I’m scared I’ll lose control I see a lifetime ahead of the same thing, scars down my arm, and a bloated belly I can’t control it, so I escape it. I thrive in gentle, slowly destructive paths, Late nights, too much TV, masturbation. It’s either that, or cut me down in one fell swoop. And that’s what I’m most afraid of. That one day I’ll do it.

    Everything about you.

    I’m scared of how you look at me, I divert my face

    I’m scared of how you see me, I stay quiet

    I’m scared of what you used to be

    and how superior you must of been.

    Everything about you scares me, 

    But one thing that never did was what you say.

    Every word that passes your mouth, 

    I’ve called myself a thousand times

    It has no effect, it never did.

    Yet your thoughts still penetrate me,

    eternally, as I think you must too

    For every word you speak, lies words unsaid

    It is not those first words which scare me,

    But the sea of thoughts which came before,

    So it is not the first, but the last of millions.

    Now I know there are others

    Who have as much hatred for me as I.

    I’m scared of myself.

    Everything about me scares me,

    I live with this sea of thoughts,

    Yet I can’t escape mine, or ignore them

    As I may yours.

    Instead, I live with them,

    Every word out of my mouth is part

    of a judicial decision.

    I take my time in answering everything,

    So I can avoid saying something abominable,

    hate worthy.

    I’m told a secret, I’m scared I can’t keep it
    I take a drink, I’m scared I’ll lose control
    I get behind the wheel, I’m scared I’ll crash
    I cut myself, again, I’m scared I’ll lose control
    I see a lifetime ahead of the same thing,
    scars down my arm, and a bloated belly
    I can’t control it, so I escape it.
    I thrive in gentle, slowly destructive paths,
    Late nights, too much TV, masturbation.
    It’s either that, or cut me down in one fell swoop.
    And that’s what I’m most afraid of.
    That one day I’ll do it.
     

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  5. 30 Jan


    ~:Dücks:~

     

  6. 3 Dec


                                             My Little Butterfly by Sean Burns

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    Finished HSC video drama project. Written, Directed, Shot & Edited by Myself. Feedback is appreciated, just keep in mind I already recognise the awful sound quality.

     

  7. 25 Nov


    ~Scene I~ MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY Establishing Pan Shot - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 

    ~Scene I~

    MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY

    Establishing Pan Shot

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  8. 25 Nov


    ~Scene I~ MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY Medium - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 

    ~Scene I~

    MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY

    Medium

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  9. 25 Nov


    ~Scene I~ MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY Above - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 

    ~Scene I~

    MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY

    Above

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  10. 25 Nov


    ~Scene I~ MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY Ken Burns, Rose - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 

    ~Scene I~

    MY LITTLE BUTTERFLY

    Ken Burns, Rose

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